Just sat at a cafe.
they ring this reggaeton tune with a chorus:
“..and you know my heart is true..”
..and it seems
if someone said to me:
you know my heart is true
How false this will vibrate in me!
so i was thinking. what would they sing, for me to go:
well, with these kinda words – must true heart this be!!
then it hit me,
perhaps
as a song – a poem – a shared kinda stuff made to to come, go and remain repeated,
perhaps the sound of authenticity fades?
That means not that this “true heart” kinda declastatement can not be indeed meant authentically.
It can be meant very much from someone’s honest feel of their own soul – yet operate as a complete opposite.
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